I've sat here for over an hour, trying to write a journal entry. However, the problem is that I can't make myself do it. I just seem to stare at the screen. My stress levels have gone up so far since I got back from over seas. I mean, I never thought that the desert in the middle of nowhere would be less stressful than here. That's ok though, less than 8 months till I'm out of the Air Force and can get a real job that doesn't keep me in a city where my fiancee does not live.